It is well. Its amazing to say that after just having had surgery two days ago. But seriously being in and out of the dopey moods and long naps from pain medicine, I feel it is well. There is a certain peace that comes from being at home for extended periods of time. I had my wisdom teeth pulled out on Thursday morning. My memories of this day begin at 4:30 that afternoon. But my phenomenal fiancee took great care of me all morning and afternoon. I spent that evening reading, eating apple sauce, and drifting in and out of reality. It was nice. Then I awoke way super early at like 4:30 the next morning Friday. Bright and early and in pain! But the medicine kicked in and I thought I would be fast asleep soon, however I was filled with energy. I started filling out thank you cards from last weekend's bridal shower and cleaning. When he woke up at 8 am I was like "Wait, the kitchen floor is wet I just mopped." As you can imagine he was concerned. What the heck was I doing up and most of all, what was I doing cleaning so early?!?
So yeah, the last few days he has been gone to work all day and I've had lots of time at home to myself. Its been good to relax, reflect, nap, and really just enjoy the days. I can't remember the last time I was awake at such an hour as four am! WOW! Plus I have had hours upon hour to just lay on our trampoline and read about how to start our marriage. ( by the way- a very good book that we received from our marriage counseling from Dr. Rainey) It was nice to eat sherbert...reminisce through old pics....have my pal Liane over to have girl chat and enjoy a Saturday night together....but most of all....I've found peace in this whole "getting married" thing! Lol. :) I really feel like this house has become a home to me. Just as Nathaniel prayed on Tuesday night when we learned of my surgery and that I would be staying here so he could take care of me while my apt is a mess with the move happening and me being doped up. I really do feel as though the place is becoming more of my own. And I can say it is well. I am looking forward to being a wife and building a future and life in this home with my gift of a husband. :)
It is well.
